Gadjah Mada University. Faculty of Biology. 2009. Assistant of Microbial Systematic. Assistant of General Microbiology. Assistant of Structure and Development of Plants. Assistant of Waste Treatment Technology. Biology Private Tutor for JHS & SHS Students. Microbiologist
Sabtu, 25 Agustus 2012
Pieces of A Dream
Tossing around senseless dreams We played around with them as if they were toys "I can see the future and it's boring" Those days when we frolicked selfishly | |
If only we had known that once we turned our backs It was a place to which we could never return | |
Did we walk in order to get closer to something? Are we just walking to get away from something? | |
I still don't know if what I did then And everything since then wasn't really a mistake | |
It's not that I'm trying to be strong But I have the feeling that I shouldn't stand still I don't want to blame Us in my memories The words you left me with Are clutched inside my pocket I don't want to forget The feeling my palm is used to | |
How are you getting along since then? I wonder if you've changed... What's become of the pieces Of the dream you last talked about? I've realized... It's a time to which I can never return | |
A piece of a half-hearted dream Will unexpectedly hurt someone We were cowardly And closed our eyes and moved away The things I didn't get a chance to say Are still in my pocket When they brush my fingertips I can feel That nostalgic pain | |
What are you doing now? The moon is watching us |
CHEMISTRY: So In Vain
On a night alone, I am thinking about you
In my room, I was passing time differently
You had left behind a stain and traces of lies
You left me, in the pitiful darkness
Depression and difficulty
With a "For starters..."
Mourning "This is the prime of my life..."
Even if I get hurt...
Telling me of your lies
Was the last kindness you did me
You were silent, pretending to be hurt
Even now, I remember your last bit of cunning
On a night alone, there's something I'm searching for
Always, in my room, there's a song I could hear
You left behind a meagre voice
You left me, in the quiet darkness
The only one who changed was me
I thought this, but still
The futileness that I realized I won't change
And the loneliness that I drag along with me, now these are all that is left over
The disappointment of love and it's importance
Waking up to "that time..."
When I calm down with "one more time"
Even if I get hurt...
I was dependent on the lies of you, who permitted yourself
To have a bad attitude on purpose, the lonely shackles
Of my cowardly self
Your lies were the last kindness
That you did me
I let you pretend like you were hurt
Even now, I won't forget your last bit of cunning
I ran away from you pretending to be hurt
Traces of fake tears are left over, even now
I feel like I miss you
Your song remains the same
I can't be without you
In my room, I was passing time differently
You had left behind a stain and traces of lies
You left me, in the pitiful darkness
Depression and difficulty
With a "For starters..."
Mourning "This is the prime of my life..."
Even if I get hurt...
Telling me of your lies
Was the last kindness you did me
You were silent, pretending to be hurt
Even now, I remember your last bit of cunning
On a night alone, there's something I'm searching for
Always, in my room, there's a song I could hear
You left behind a meagre voice
You left me, in the quiet darkness
The only one who changed was me
I thought this, but still
The futileness that I realized I won't change
And the loneliness that I drag along with me, now these are all that is left over
The disappointment of love and it's importance
Waking up to "that time..."
When I calm down with "one more time"
Even if I get hurt...
I was dependent on the lies of you, who permitted yourself
To have a bad attitude on purpose, the lonely shackles
Of my cowardly self
Your lies were the last kindness
That you did me
I let you pretend like you were hurt
Even now, I won't forget your last bit of cunning
I ran away from you pretending to be hurt
Traces of fake tears are left over, even now
I feel like I miss you
Your song remains the same
I can't be without you
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I Want to Stay Honest | |
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I want to believe in the miracle of meeting you
Changing joy and sadness into a smile | |
I've always pretended not to notice, lying to myself
But when it comes to the feeling of love, I want to stay honest any time | |
Say, the power that has awoken in the heart. Right, in the overflowing light
Please always be like this by my side. Something has started to change now | |
You look only at me with a smile that's not fake
I always want to feel your kindness Erasing the me that pretends to be strong, and gently being reborn Into the current me that only you know | |
I'll embrace the magic of the word that you gave me that day
I want to give you a shard of a star that fits that kind of happiness | |
Say, I want to be like this forever. Right, now is the time for only the two of us
The clock's hand doesn't move anymore. I'm now under the spell of your magic | |
The feelings I want to transmit to you are playing inside my heart
I want you to promise that we'll never be apart I want burn all the mannerisms into my heart Of the current you that only I know | |
I want to believe in the miracle of meeting you
For the sake of the two of us who will never end... | |
You look only at me with a smile that's not fake
I always want to feel your kindness Erasing the me that pretends to be strong, and gently being reborn Into the current me that only you know |
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