Last Moment

In my life as a whole, what kind of a person will you see me as?
holding your hand and talking about our dream.
even if it's just for that moment in time while I'm sleeping, I want to be your future

lately there is something wrong with me
I'm constantly blaming you even though I don't have a specific reason to
and you become shocked and run out and it seems as though I'm always chasing after you apologizing

the repeating days and the decreasing sole
I know I should 'just become an adult' but that wouldn't be me
holding your hand and talking about our dream
even if it's just for that moment in time while I'm sleeping, I want to be one with you

if I was constantly worrying about your complexion then I would never be able
to tell you what I want to tell you
I'm the stupid one for saying that the jokes you tell me are 'annoying'

I want to delete my cowardly soul
I'm no longer a child so I shouldn't be scared about what you might say

In my life as a whole, what kind of a person will you see me as?
joking around with you while being next to you
even if it's just for that moment in time while I'm sleeping,
I want to be a fragment of you

'leave me alone!' makes me feel lonely and I'm scared that you'll tell me that 'this is normal'
and I don't like the me that can't get a hold of my balance and is crumbling

I wonder what will be really important to me in my future?
even though I hurt you with out knowing it, and even if it's wrong
I want to go to tomorrow instead of today