Beautiful Days

In the sky, they shine and flash
The stars that slowly blur out
Isn't it heartbreakingly beautiful?
Although I want you to hear
Stories of this and that
Although they say the wishes made upon stars
Will one day come true
Although we're wrinkled
From our grasping and embracing
Only in our dreams
Will we ever be able to meet again
On the road home, my tears wouldn't stop
I've always...
To the sky, my memories
And my tears fall away
 
More than just sharing our sadness
And lessening our tears
Isn't it worse when we can't share our happiness?
All the overflowing smiles
Reflected on my eyelids
They still give me courage, even now
I want to meet you again
I'll sing towards the sky
Yes, I'll sing as far as my voice will go
It's strange, isn't it? I'm not alone
I've always...
I'll wave towards the sky
I'll wave this hand, putting strength into it
Because that is our sign
Whether it's fun, whether it's painful
We won't ever be able to meet again
No matter how hard we wish
I'll never forget
Never forget
That future we painted sometime in the sky

COLORFUL

Someone tell me, where should I go?
Someone tell me what I can do
When I look up it’s raining, when I turn around there’s a wall
Just the scenery makes me sadder
Alone before dawn, I wander aimleessly but still can’t find it
No matter how many times I search for the answer, I don’t understand as much as I thought
I’ll take in the light I can see and try walking
I’ll try looking up at the moon

A red passion, I’m gonna take back
The heartbeat that was taken away that day, that time
I’ll get through that black darkness and get rid of even the shadows that follow me around
Get the hope and courage to face up to the things you can’t see
I’ll walk, one step at a time, along the road that leads to tomorrow
Like a wish for the future

I’ll get through that black darkness and search for the limitless blue sky
No matter how much I keep searching, I don’t know the answer
I’ll take in the light I can see, and go where my heart tells me
Dawn is breaking

Get the hope and courage to face up to the things you can’t see
I’ll walk, one step at a time, along the road that leads to tomorrow
Like a wish for the future
I’ll try looking up at the moon
At a colourful world

ずっと

When I was walking down a slope in the morning, I saw you smiling innocently ahead.
Today, too, I couldn't bring myself to say "Good morning" to you. Just why can't I act normally in front of you? My head has always been filled with thoughts of you and only you. I can no longer calm my feelings down. I want to tell you, but I can't, for you're too blindingly dazzling. I have been wishing in my heart that I'd be able to smile right beside you. If my feelings would someday reach you, I'd be really happy. On the steep slope, my heart is beating rapidly because you're there too smiling innocently. I wonder how I look to you right now. Whenever our eyes meet, I feel embarrassed but very happy. I have always wanted you and only you to notice my feelings; they're swelling up even more inside me. I want to tell you, but I can't, that I want to smile together with you. I have been wishing in my heart that I'd be able to smile normally and naturally. If my feelings would someday reach you, I'd be really happy. Someday let's hold our hands, for there's a place I want to show you. I've been wanting to show it to you since the first time I saw you when you were making sketches and I was right beside you.
On the sunlit slope, today, once again, I saw you.

Bye Bye

It's really you, just as I thought! What a pleasant surprise! We used to walk together through that street lined with trees. It's been a year since we last met, but his hair looks shorter, and he looks very grown-up now.
You used to horse around all the time and never listen to me, while I used to get angry at you for it. You, while impatiently racing ahead to become an adult, left me behind.     The -1℃ rain is falling endlessly; it's the tears you gave me. While I'm still unable to understand your kindness, it has been wrenching my heart.         My immediate reaction was that I want to cross the street and call out to you. However, I decided not to. Your face looks so serious, that I'm sure I'll have no place in your eyes anymore     .   The -1℃ rain is falling endlessly; these tears are way too cold. I used to get angry at your dodgy attitude, but you were actually helping me out.       The cloud, riding on the wind, slowly splits into two. I was trying to act tough by myself recklessly. The real person who had been making me suffer was none other than my very self. I'm glad I was able to meet you.
The -1℃ rain is falling endlessly. The vanishing tears, under the summer sky, are turning into memories. I'll tie my hair up now and walk together with you.
I will definitely never forget these tears.

僕の物語

Hai, pagi ini mendadak punya pikiran: PENGEN MAIN DI LAB LAGI!!!!

Hahahaha, setelah sekian lama... tiba-tiba inget peristiwa waktu diajak Bu Endah (Dosen Pembimbing Skripsi) buat ekstraksi DNA mikrobia tanah~

Rasanya kok hidup banget ya waktu itu.. walopun harus berangkat dari rumah jam 6.40 (sama kayak tempat yang sekarang) dan balik habis maghrib, besoknya juga harus melakukan rutinitas yang sama, kok ga bosen ya? Padahal masih harus ngasisteni blablabla.

Capek sih..tapi kok bisa tetap EXCITED ya??

Dan GONG-nya beberapa saat yang lalu. Diajakin bikin media, ngencerin hematoxilin, dan nanem media pakai STREAK PLATE METHOD!!!!

Hahahaha serius rasanya bahagia banget bisa pegang Ose, tabung reaksi, alkohol, spiritus, petridish, agar, LAF (kenapa jadi nulis alat dan bahan di laporan praktikum ya?)

Tapi kenyataannya beda nih, ga bisa pegang gituan lagi. 

Ya sudahlah... walo keinginan menggebu :D

おわり

Voices in Unison

You're making that expression again: biting hard on your lips, trying to hide your weakness. Deep through your pupils, I see you cowering in pain, if that's how you truly feel.
Thinking about what's saddening you, you weep, alone, feeling uneasy. Just why are you carrying all those painful thoughts by yourself? Just quietly entrust them to me.
If you think you need more time, then it's okay to do it little by little. We simply have concluded too soon that there's no way we could fly without wings. I will call out to you at the top of my voice, so that you wouldn't lose your way. As our hearts soar high in the sky, on the wind, let our voices fly in unison!
Even if you insist that our voices will never reach, or if you're running away from being hurt, in your tightly gripped palm, you cannot hide your own swaying thoughts.
Don't sigh. Don't stay alone. Then, all the painful thoughts will go away. Let's move just a little closer towards our tomorrow.
Something impossible to do by yourself can probably still be changed. Instead of having wings, we are able to send our thoughts anywhere freely. I will sing to you at the top of my voice, so that you wouldn't forget. Even if we become separated faraway, right through the sky, let our voices sprint in unison!

The Sunflower

The sunflower swaying in the wind
Faces the sun as it blooms everlastingly

I raise both of my hands to that blue sky
Even if I'm hit by the rain, Without wiping away the flowing tears
On that far side of sadness, I believe in the future

With an old bike
To a landmark tower
I lead you closer to summer
Along the way on this slow hill road
The yellow fireworks can be seen
Over the sprawling vast land

I can't hear a thing,
If I'm alive various things will happen
Like the unpleasantness and pain
During those times,
I, from this knoll
Am gazing by myself
Where is the sunflower inside of you?

If there a dream you were aiming for,
It's something you should remember
In times when the clouds cover overhead,
I never gave up
The sought-after rays of sun
Will one day reach you
Along the guardrail we rest our hips

Before long, the setting sun makes shadows
The electric lines swayed
And were crying weakly
The yellow hope nevertheless rises

I can't do anything
I can only think about this scenery
Despite things like sadness, loneliness, and being depressed,
You, as your own self, look up to the sky
In order for you to be you, I'll be waiting until you stand up
Even in the far side of the starry sky
Surely the sun is waiting
Within your chest is a blooming sunflower
Close your eyes and remember
One day you'll sow those seeds