Sabtu, 08 Desember 2012

Innocent Days

The spring seethes and the river surges
Please watch over that deep sea
You soar up into the air with mysterious wings
Please guide that dark sky

The dawn rain freely
Moistens my cheeks
Like hugging a child
I’d like it to surround me tenderly
A scorching gaze

The power to pursue a beautiful dream
Please put on your heart and soul
And take me along to a sinless era
You soar up into the air with mysterious wings
Please guide that dark sky
Amen

Rabu, 05 Desember 2012

Si Deus me Relinquit

Si deus me relinquit,
Ego deum relinquo.

Solus oppressus nigram clavem habere potest

Omnias ianuas praecludo,
Sic omnias precationes obsigno

Sed,
Qui me defendet
Ab me terribilissimo ipse?

Selasa, 23 Oktober 2012

Samurai Heart

Got your head in the clouds, you’re not even listening are you?
You deliberately miss the signs I drop for you
We’re the same, we can understand each other, right?
That’s just a delusion
You probably won’t even notice me here

Alone and mixed in a crowd
I feel empty looking up to the sky
Playing catch with myself, in this one-sided conversation
My loneliness increases

  Answer me, isn’t anyone there?
Even though I’ve looked all this time, there’s still no answer
  I’m the only one that decides who I want to be
So no matter if I laugh, cry, love, hate, I’ll continue living on
Hey! Hey! Samurai Heart


Expressionless day by day, I wonder if today will be the same
In this city I can’t get used to or even fit in
I stop and look back in a crowd to check my footprints
Who knows, maybe I’m walk a little farther this time

I passed by a window in the city
And looked lonely in the reflection
I'm so pissed off at myself
And this indifferent world

  Answer me, isn’t anyone there?
Even though I’ve looked all this time, there’s still no answer
  I’m the only one that decides who I want to be
Don’t think “It’s not worth trying”, use your real voice

  We can’t go on living on our own
You can’t put your heart into something if you throw it away
   You don’t need a reason to give up
You’re gonna hold on and keep living on this road

My World

Leaning on a wall one night, seems like i've been thinking hard about myself
The destination i've chosen is here, is it alright?I no longer understand
But, I don't have the answer right now, Where things stood differently
Always facing down, I look up for a while and feel the warmth of the morning

I am me because I am here
What is the thing that I lost that I can't go on?
It is cruelly painful when I can't get the answer easily
Don't worry about that one miss shot
If I can move on, I will love it, right?
My World

Why did I let go of the things I cherished?
'it can't be all that there is', I'll get it again
Give a name, 'Dream' or 'Love' to this invisible thing
If I can call it like that, I'll feel proud a bit
Ah, but, the truth is, it's not like that

I am me because I am here
These words will get forgotten sometimes
It is cruelly painful not to get the answer easily
At most, let's face forward without slowing down
I'll find the thing I am searching for
In this World

Scattered about or thrown away
Even if all are destroyed, I thought it's alright
but, I was wrong
after experiencing sadness, I will live changed into someone kind
It is slow, but I'll learn to like the world
therefore..

I am me because I am here
Being myself, I'm searching for something
Eliminating all my vulnerabilities, the heat is painful
But, just for once, not blaming myself so hard
If I can move on, I'd come to love My World

If I walk further ahead, the light is there

Sabtu, 20 Oktober 2012

Last Moment

In my life as a whole, what kind of a person will you see me as?
holding your hand and talking about our dream.
even if it's just for that moment in time while I'm sleeping, I want to be your future

lately there is something wrong with me
I'm constantly blaming you even though I don't have a specific reason to
and you become shocked and run out and it seems as though I'm always chasing after you apologizing

the repeating days and the decreasing sole
I know I should 'just become an adult' but that wouldn't be me
holding your hand and talking about our dream
even if it's just for that moment in time while I'm sleeping, I want to be one with you

if I was constantly worrying about your complexion then I would never be able
to tell you what I want to tell you
I'm the stupid one for saying that the jokes you tell me are 'annoying'

I want to delete my cowardly soul
I'm no longer a child so I shouldn't be scared about what you might say

In my life as a whole, what kind of a person will you see me as?
joking around with you while being next to you
even if it's just for that moment in time while I'm sleeping,
I want to be a fragment of you

'leave me alone!' makes me feel lonely and I'm scared that you'll tell me that 'this is normal'
and I don't like the me that can't get a hold of my balance and is crumbling

I wonder what will be really important to me in my future?
even though I hurt you with out knowing it, and even if it's wrong
I want to go to tomorrow instead of today

Jumat, 28 September 2012

Two As One

baby when I’m by your side it feels
Like my body’s floating
When we talk I’m swimming over the clouds
I know I’m in a dream now
I wanted to know you better
But I can’t hear what you’re thinking
If we continue like this, you think we’d
Become more than just friends?
Someday you’ll be my love
Tomorrow I’m sure, I’ll send you
My love to you my sweetie

To you my baby, I wanna send the feelin’
That’s in my heart, right now
If this wish should be granted, then
For you I will always continue to love

baby it’s been four weeks and three days
And you haven’t called me at all
There’s no "us" if we don’t talk, so
Maybe you have a girlfriend.
The moon at daybreak, the way water looks when
It’s scooped in your hands,they’re things
You love right before they disappear
But my love will always reach you
Tonight I’m sure, you’ll see
My love to you my darling

Sparkling emotions ride the wind
As we meet, right now
If this wish should be granted, then
I’ll run away with you

The moment our hearts called out,
Two loves will become one.

I’ll run away with you

Flavour of Life

When you say thank you to me,
For some reason it hurts,
Like a magic spell
That doesn't get undone even after the good bye.
A hint of bitterness.
The flavor of life

Stuck in the midpoint between friends and lovers,
Like an un-riped fruit dreaming about the day of harvest
Because of being unable to move one more step forward
What's causing this frustration baby?

Sweet talk and tasteless conversations.
It sparks no interest in me
Even when things do not go the way you want
It doesn't mean you've thrown your life away

When you asked 'What's wrong?'
I answer 'It's nothing'
The smile then disappears after goodbye
It's unlike me

The more I wish to believe in you,
For some reason it hurts even more
'I like you a lot' instead of 'I love you' sounds more like you

The moment when you suddenly remember the scent of someone you had almost forgotten
I want to be able to openly and honestly cherish the white purity of the falling snow more

A future tender and warmer than a diamond
I want to grasp it, in this limited time we have, I want to spend it with you