Lies & Truth

I can't see you, can't see you
No matter how many times I call for you
I am lost in this night
The voice inside of you is Lies even though you still don't want to admit it

A minor fever, like a shimmer of hot air
It won't leave or even waver
I tried to gently touch the shivering wound just a little

I can't see you, can't see you
No matter how many times I call for you
Even though I'm next to you like this I want to meet you, and I'll stop at nothing
Even if I hold you so much it seems like we'll break
I can't reach you

Without changing it still goes on, is the only thing that heals pain Truth?
The color of the sinking moon in the window dyed your skin blue
Still hurting the lips that are shaking just a little
It keeps falling in the night
I can't search for the truth

Even though you're more important than anyone else, my faith is wavering
Even if I hold you so much it seems like we'll break
I can't reach you
Like a maze without an exit
Who pulled the crooked trigger?

Lies and Truth, it keeps falling
Even though you're more important than anyone else, my faith is wavering
Even if I hold you so much it seems like we'll break
I can't reach you

僕は鳥になる

When I just can’t find my way
You are always there for me
When I am out of my way
You are always there for me
Like a bird in the sky
You set me free
You give me one heart
Like a star in my night
You’ll always be a part of me

In my darkness dreams
I hear you call me
You give me the reason to live

In my dirty heart
I hear you call me
And you reach out to carry me away
No one can save my soul
Only you

The dark moon hints
that ahead of its light
My dream, of an uncertain existence
will be reborn
I live and die fast
So I’m sorry
Like how birds can fly around in the sky
I can be free now

Innocent Days

The spring seethes and the river surges
Please watch over that deep sea
You soar up into the air with mysterious wings
Please guide that dark sky

The dawn rain freely
Moistens my cheeks
Like hugging a child
I’d like it to surround me tenderly
A scorching gaze

The power to pursue a beautiful dream
Please put on your heart and soul
And take me along to a sinless era
You soar up into the air with mysterious wings
Please guide that dark sky
Amen

Si Deus me Relinquit

Si deus me relinquit, Ego deum relinquo.
Solus oppressus nigram clavem habere potest
Omnias ianuas praecludo, Sic omnias precationes obsigno
Sed, Qui me defendet Ab me terribilissimo ipse?

Samurai Heart

Got your head in the clouds, you’re not even listening are you?
You deliberately miss the signs I drop for you
We’re the same, we can understand each other, right?
That’s just a delusion
You probably won’t even notice me here

Alone and mixed in a crowd
I feel empty looking up to the sky
Playing catch with myself, in this one-sided conversation
My loneliness increases

  Answer me, isn’t anyone there?
Even though I’ve looked all this time, there’s still no answer
  I’m the only one that decides who I want to be
So no matter if I laugh, cry, love, hate, I’ll continue living on
Hey! Hey! Samurai Heart

Expressionless day by day, I wonder if today will be the same
In this city I can’t get used to or even fit in
I stop and look back in a crowd to check my footprints
Who knows, maybe I’m walk a little farther this time

I passed by a window in the city
And looked lonely in the reflection
I'm so pissed off at myself
And this indifferent world

  Answer me, isn’t anyone there?
Even though I’ve looked all this time, there’s still no answer
  I’m the only one that decides who I want to be
Don’t think “It’s not worth trying”, use your real voice

  We can’t go on living on our own
You can’t put your heart into something if you throw it away
   You don’t need a reason to give up
You’re gonna hold on and keep living on this road

My World

Leaning on a wall one night, seems like i've been thinking hard about myself
The destination i've chosen is here, is it alright?I no longer understand
But, I don't have the answer right now, Where things stood differently
Always facing down, I look up for a while and feel the warmth of the morning

I am me because I am here
What is the thing that I lost that I can't go on?
It is cruelly painful when I can't get the answer easily
Don't worry about that one miss shot
If I can move on, I will love it, right?
My World

Why did I let go of the things I cherished?
'it can't be all that there is', I'll get it again
Give a name, 'Dream' or 'Love' to this invisible thing
If I can call it like that, I'll feel proud a bit
Ah, but, the truth is, it's not like that

I am me because I am here
These words will get forgotten sometimes
It is cruelly painful not to get the answer easily
At most, let's face forward without slowing down
I'll find the thing I am searching for
In this World

Scattered about or thrown away
Even if all are destroyed, I thought it's alright
but, I was wrong
after experiencing sadness, I will live changed into someone kind
It is slow, but I'll learn to like the world
therefore..

I am me because I am here
Being myself, I'm searching for something
Eliminating all my vulnerabilities, the heat is painful
But, just for once, not blaming myself so hard
If I can move on, I'd come to love My World

If I walk further ahead, the light is there

Last Moment

In my life as a whole, what kind of a person will you see me as?
holding your hand and talking about our dream.
even if it's just for that moment in time while I'm sleeping, I want to be your future

lately there is something wrong with me
I'm constantly blaming you even though I don't have a specific reason to
and you become shocked and run out and it seems as though I'm always chasing after you apologizing

the repeating days and the decreasing sole
I know I should 'just become an adult' but that wouldn't be me
holding your hand and talking about our dream
even if it's just for that moment in time while I'm sleeping, I want to be one with you

if I was constantly worrying about your complexion then I would never be able
to tell you what I want to tell you
I'm the stupid one for saying that the jokes you tell me are 'annoying'

I want to delete my cowardly soul
I'm no longer a child so I shouldn't be scared about what you might say

In my life as a whole, what kind of a person will you see me as?
joking around with you while being next to you
even if it's just for that moment in time while I'm sleeping,
I want to be a fragment of you

'leave me alone!' makes me feel lonely and I'm scared that you'll tell me that 'this is normal'
and I don't like the me that can't get a hold of my balance and is crumbling

I wonder what will be really important to me in my future?
even though I hurt you with out knowing it, and even if it's wrong
I want to go to tomorrow instead of today